The one who's lost in insecure.
Life is short, it's wonderful to capture every single moments of life.
I wish to travel round the world, capturing every lovely creations of God.
suitcases of memories
Capturing each and every moment, with love! ♥♥♥
Your lovely,
Hold our hearts close, so that we'll never forget each other.
I'll never forever each and everyone one you. <3>
All of the wonderful memories are placed in my heart. LOVE YOU ALL.
Goodbye friends, we'll see each other soon, i hope. All the best in what you do. Friends, i miss you. D:
May all blessings be showered upon you.
Love,
TRINA.
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Title : Irritated.
Time : 10:12:00 PM
stop asking how i fare for my results can not?
some people are not concern or whatever.
they bitch about my results and look down.
whatever, go ahead and look down.
I have never said that i'm better than your child.
It's okay, your child is the CREVEREST.
Friday, December 18, 2009
Title :
Time : 6:05:00 PM
Okay, this is the worse day ever.
I'm going to ITE. So stop asking where i'm going etc etc.
Clearly shows that my results sucks.
Can't stand everything now.
Dad and Sis is so *encouraging*.
They are making me feel more upset now. ):
Don't talk to me. I don't wish to talk about anything now.
Give me a moment of peace.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Title :
Time : 7:12:00 PM
2 more days to result.
Throughly don't look forward to it!
Monday, December 14, 2009
Title :
Time : 1:52:00 AM
True love can withstand all circumstances.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Title : Long long time.
Time : 3:07:00 PM
Hey you people! Been really long since i've sat down and do a proper update. It's more of my emo momo stuff yeah? hahaha!
I've finally got my pay! I promise not to spend like yesterday anymore.
Spend money like spend water like that! Not a good thing!
Can see the amount decreasing.. Super devastating! And i have yet to get my lens!
Things i've bought over November and December:
1. crumpler bag. (Paid half of it.)
2. the white bag.
3. the expensive diary.
4. my vans shoe.
All these things cost me a bomb. add up, i think it's exceeeding $200!
Alright,
So! no more withdrawing of $$ from the atm / no more using of nets!
Been so busy.
Results day will be dooms day. Because i know i'll do badly for it.
Please... I hope that i can fulfill the requirement and proceed to sec 5 and then to poly! ):
Monday, December 7, 2009
Title :
Time : 10:47:00 PM
I want to know what love is I want you to show me I want to feel what love is I know you can show me.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Title : I could then i would.
Time : 8:12:00 PM
Hello! Backk from Penang! :) :D
The happiest thing is chia chia is backkk! <3<3
Miss her hell lots. Anyway, event on the 3rd and 4th!
Will get to see ah lian tai tai and also chiachia & maddie! (:
hahahaha. Awesome!!
Miss them alot! Gonna have gatherings and photos-spammed!
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Title : Tuesday.
Time : 8:08:00 PM
Can't stand it any longer.
Every lie you've told me and every promise that you have promised is all a lie trying to make me feel happy temporarily. Do you think it's funny or do you think it's fun to fool someone with your promises/lie? Enough of all these lies. I will trust you no more. I'm just another foolish one. Because i'm the only one that will believe in your lies. However, again and again, i won't trust you anymore. I won't go back to you anymore. It feels like a dumb. An idiot.
Well, how does it feel like when someone you love very much betrayed your trust?
I rather you not telling me anything than you making promises or telling me a lie to make me happy temporarily. If you really think that i'm foolish, i'm an idiot, then you're wrong. Because a foolish, idiot will also be awake, will feel the pain, will feel the hurt.
I told myself many times, not to go back.
But my heart will wander back to him. And that's not something that is benefitting me.
It really hurts so much. But the painful it is, the longer the scar, it would also mean that i'll be stronger. It's a mistake from the start. I should have told you from the start. Perhaps, if i've told you, right now.. Things would be much different. If things could come again, i won't hesitate no more. Because i won't let the chance/opportunity slip off my hand.
Title : A Promise In The Dark - Keri Hilson
Time : 11:35:00 PM
Listen…
Can’t count on you most of all when I really need it It’s the simple things that you do really hurt my feelings The more I try, the more I’m starting to see it This can’t work anymore, than you believe it
Goodbye may come as a shock Even though I love you a lot I’ve given every breath I’ve got Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe
Add how many times I gave my heart To how many times we fell apart And it equals A promise in the dark So don’t promise me
Add how many times I gave you me Divided by so many memories And it equals A promise in the dark So don’t promise me
Listen…
I just don’t know what the problem is, what the deal is Was I there too much, did I move too fast, I couldn’t see it? All these promises are probably how you deal with it I’m tired of hearing you say your innocent
Don’t think I forgot Because I really didn’t, who cares if you’re lieing or not I’ve given every breath I’ve got Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe
Add how many times I gave my heart To how many times we fell apart And it equals A promise in the dark So don’t promise me
Add how many times I gave you me Divided by so many memories And it equals A promise in the dark So don’t promise me
We all make mistakes Sometimes we do desperate things What does it prove? NOTHING And you never do nothing wrong
Then what took you so long, took you so long Cuz I keep, keep hanging on, keep, keep hanging on
Add how many times I gave my heart To how many times we fell apart And it equals A promise in the dark So don’t promise me
Add how many times I gave you me Divided by so many memories And it equals A promise in the dark So don’t promise me So don’t promise me
A song like this really really express how i feel at this point of time.
At times when i can't express myself, songs like this could express how i feel.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Title : The me, the lost one.
Time : 12:47:00 AM
I wouldn't want to know the TRUTH if i had a choice.
I rather be someone who is SILLY.
Time passes way too FAST.
I can't seem to CATCH UP with it.
But, Time stop for NO ONE.
Dream on, TRINA.
the only way is to PRAY.
Lord, i need you....
to fill me when i'm dry...
Your eyes is on the sparrow, your hand it comforts me.
Title : His Grace.
Time : 12:17:00 AM
My heart is so proud. My mind is so unfocused. I see the things You do through me as great things I have done. And now You gently break me, then lovingly You take me and hold me as my father and mold me as my maker.
Chorus: I ask you: "How many times will you pick me up, when I keep on letting you down? And each time I will fall short of Your glory, how far will forgiveness abound?" And you answer: " My child, I love you. And as long as you're seeking My face, You'll walk in the pow'r of My daily sufficient grace."
At times I may grow weak and feel a bit discouraged, knowing that someone, somewhere could do a better job. For who am I to serve You?I know I don't deserve You. And that's the part that burns in my heart and keeps me hanging on.
Chorus* I ask you: "How many times will you pick me up, when I keep on letting you down? And each time I will fall short of Your glory, how far will forgiveness abounds?" And you answer: " My child, I love you. And as long as you're seeking My face, You'll walk in the pow'r of My daily sufficient grace." You are so patient with me, Lord.
As I walk with You, I'm learning what Your grace really means. The price that I could never pay was paid at Calvary. So, instead of trying to repay You, I'm learning to simply obey You by giving up my life to you For all that You've given to me.
Chorus: I ask you: "How many times will you pick me up, when I keep on letting you down? And each time I will fall short of Your glory, how far will forgiveness abounds?" And you answer: " My child, I love you. And as long as you're seeking My face, You'll walk in the pow'r of My daily sufficient grace."
This song itself really spoke to me.
How much i've let Him down. These days, i've been free.
I realised how much i needed him in my life. He's a friend, He's my Lord, My savior.
But i asked myself, what have i done for him? Am i Worth His Blood?
It says that each time i fall short of your glory, how far will forgiveness abounds?
I must say, i havent' been a good child until recently.
This song was introduced by the 25-10 anniversary's musical.
You know, whenever i meet my fellow GB mates, my GJ mates. I did some reflection when i kept quiet.
I ask myself several questions.
Why am i praying to you only when i'm in trouble, i feel sad, i feel angry?
That's not the way it should be. How can i say that i should stay close to you when i've drifted from you?
At times, i questioned myself.
Why haven't I been doing my quiet time? I have no excuses. I have to admit, i'm being plain lazy.
He's my daily sufficient grace. But why am i not accepting this Grace?
I am like a lost sheep. I need someone to heal me when i'm broken.
and that person is no other one but,
The one and only Lord.
The one and only Savior.
The one and only God.
The one and only, Lord Jesus Christ.
I need you. Forgive me.
For i've know that you die for me Lord.
Title : 彩虹天堂
Time : 12:06:00 AM
我不知不覺 又徘徊在從前 Unconsciously, I have wandered back to the past again
秋風悄悄的呼喚 聽來盡是孤單 The autumn wind calls softly, filled with loneliness when heard
落葉的期盼 片片左右為難 The yearning of falling leaves, every leaf feeling caught in the middle
心走寂寞攀 跟著飄進黑暗 My heart embarks on a lonesome climb, then drifts into darkness
我不聞不問* 也許好過一點 If I don’t show interest in anything, perhaps I would feel better
被遺憾關在房間 掙扎只是拖延 Locked in the room by regret, struggling is only to delay (what is to happen)
無望的空談 一聲聲的輕嘆 Empty chatter with no hope, soft sighs one after another
回憶扯不斷 怎麼擺脫糾纏 If memories cannot be torn apart, then how can one escape from entanglement
找不到方向 往彩虹天堂 Unable to find my way, (I) head towards the rainbow heaven
有你說的愛 在用幸福觸摸懮傷 There’s the love you speak of that is using happiness to touch sadness
兩個人 相守直到白髮蒼蒼 Two people sharing their lives until their hair has turned white
自由的飛翔在燦爛的星光 Flying freely in the brilliant starlight
找不到方向 往彩虹天堂 Unable to find my way, (I) head towards the rainbow heaven
有你說的愛 在用幸福觸摸懮傷 There’s the love you speak of that is using happiness to touch sadness
兩個人 相守直到白髮蒼蒼 Two people sharing their lives until their hair has turned white
自由的飛翔在燦爛的星光 有你在我身旁 Flying freely in the brilliant starlight, I have you by my side
Lately i've been thinking about what i can do.
Been really free, but been really broke too.
Broke, and broken.
Arg. Shan't talk about it.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Title : i could then i would.
Time : 4:13:00 PM
way up high or down low, i'll go wherever you'll go.
