The one who's lost in insecure.
Life is short, it's wonderful to capture every single moments of life.
I wish to travel round the world, capturing every lovely creations of God.
suitcases of memories
Capturing each and every moment, with love! ♥♥♥
Your lovely,
Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye Even without fists held high, yeah Never would have worked out right, yeah We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop
I want you to know That it doesn't matter Where we take this road Someone's gotta go And i want you to know You couldn't have loved me better But i want you to move on So i'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder But i know that you'll find another That doesn't always make you wanna cry Started with a perfect kiss Then we could feel the poison set in Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that i love you so I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know That it doesn't matter Where we take this road Someone's gotta go And i want you to know You couldn't have loved me better But i want you to move on So i'm already gone
I'm already gone I'm already gone You can't make it feel right When you know that it's wrong I'm already gone Already gone There's no moving on So i'm already gone
Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye
I want you to know That it doesn't matter Where we take this road Someone's gotta go And i want you to know You couldn't have loved me better But i want you to move on So i'm already gone
I'm already gone I'm already gone You can't make it feel right When you know that it's wrong I'm already gone Already gone There's no moving on So i'm already gone...
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Title : Working life is not the same as life in school.
Time : 7:25:00 PM
It's been really working insanity these few weeks, especially when i got the job right after my exams. Really tiring and stuff. Working life, i should say, it sucks.
I wish i'm paid to go to school man seriously.
& i'm quite broke these days, when my pay comes, i'll have to fork out quite abit to my parents because i'm helping out to pay for the car insurance. D:
Gotta say it's really expensive lea. Heart pain..
Whatever, i'm still gonna to get my lens. (:
Either 50mm F1.4 or 50mm F1.8.
Obviously, i'm hoping for f1.4! It definitely cost much higher than F1.8!
Anyway, i've concluded something!!!
The only time i'm quiet/lonely is at work.
However, i found myself 2 new friend who's true to me all these while in my working life.
That's Shemona and Chrisabell. I wouldn't know what will happen if they ain't there with me for lunch. and also hearing my complains. (:
Thanks friends! We have another 7 more days to complain~
And also, i've seen so many, really many people with beautiful face, everything is beautiful except their personality. Super fake to the max!
Alright, mom cooked dinner and i'm so going to eat HOME COOKED FOOD! <3
In life, the way you wanted isn't the way you want. Sometimes you just have to bare with things, and continue to move on in life. <3
Friday, October 16, 2009
Title :
Time : 11:50:00 PM
Work was really really tiring.
Lunchtime is something that i really don't look forward to. But 6pm is what i always look forward to. But, i think this is the very first job that i feel so comfortable with.
I can't wait for 13 Nov to end actually. Cause i'll be able to take a break. A REAL GOOD BREAK!
Hahaha. It's just like what? 3 working days only and i am so super super tired already.
weekends have arrived! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
Feel my happiness??? (:(:
Do you feel me? Do you do you do you?!
I'm typing using my brain. My brain is officially dead.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Title : Crave.
Time : 12:35:00 PM
I want chocolate fondue! (:(:
Monday, October 12, 2009
Title : Free from misery!
Time : 10:06:00 PM
God will make a way where there seems no way:
Indeed, he made a way for me. I was praying so hard, hoping so hard to get a job hoping that it's office hours so that i could commit in the skit and also when there's gathering and stuff, i won't miss them.. & there he goes, he gave me jobs thru siwei. i really want to thank Siwei for introducing this data-entry job to me. However, I think sometimes i really expect way too much in life. /=
Way too much... I was hoping for things that were a little extravagant.
I was telling my friends, i'm kinda Sua ku! Cause immediately after my exams end, i'll have to rush down for job interview at somerset. And right after that, i rest for 1 day. Then gotta start work already. =/ Kinda know what's gonna happen to me actually.
Whatever, i'm free from examinations. Like finally. Goodness.
What the heck is semi formal?! Gotta dress up in Semi-formal!!
Title : Lord, i need you so much so much.
Time : 9:38:00 PM
Teach me Dear Lord, to live all of my life.
It's been really long since i've been to service.
Today, i went to sembawang shopping centre, i was at the christian store, browsing through the CDs.
This song was played while i was browsing: Shout to the Lord.
Rachel and I was kinda humming the tune of the song. & some things happened to flash inside my head. Like how Great God has been to me, how he brought me through those trials. I was really reminded by the CE lessons during GB. And also Cell Group. It's been really long since i've been to Cell group. Really.. At times i asked myself, how have i been? or how will i be without God?
That was when i started to think,
I've strayed away from God. But He has never gave up on me. I know some of my friends criticized. But, It's true that without God I'm nobody.
I know i couldn't live without God. I wouldn't have come so far without Him. It was Him that brought me through. It's really time to give thanks To The One And Only God. Yes, at that moment, i've decided to commit the rest of my life unto him. No matter how busy i am, i'll be true to Him, true to myself.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Title : Brain Dead.
Time : 4:33:00 PM
Brain dead, i can't seem to get those texts inside my head.
Feels so miserable):
damn it, I guess i'm so going to ITE. ):
Freak everything. seriously.
Friday, October 2, 2009
Title : RANDOM.
Time : 11:20:00 PM
10 YEARS DOWN THE ROAD, MAYBE I'LL BE HAVING HIGH TEA WITH MY SISTERS AND MY KIDS UH?
HAHAHA.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Title : Before going to bed.
Time : 11:15:00 PM
A thousand of things made me feel happy today.
Probably that was gift that i appreciate most. (:
Even if it's not a item that i could have it all my life, but i feel extremely happy because it was dedicated to me. (:
I'm 16 right now, i can watch those NC16 show using my IC already.
16 isn't what I'm looking for, it's 18 that I'm looking for! I want my driving licenses! I really want it! For my very own convenience! Hahaha.
I am really happy with the way i am.. Sometimes, a little moody. But get over it really soon.
I really want to go work and earn money real soon.
perhaps some outdoor stuff? I can't sit in the office man! =/
hahaha. Maybe telephone operator? Hmmm..
Great! I'm going to get a job soon.
Graduation tmr!):
will miss all of you!
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Title : i am sixteeeeeeeen!
Time : 3:25:00 PM
Once again, Thank you for the wish&gift. Especially those who celebrated with me(Siwei, rebellah, Chunhong, John, Adrian, Desmond, Fong fei fei, and many others!),family and the guys who sang the birthday song out loud while walking to SP! (:
Thank you so much, i really appreciate each and every wish and blessing! (:
i am now SIXTEEN!
Monday, September 28, 2009
Title :
Time : 2:19:00 PM
Because you really didn't thought about how i feel despite doing everything i could.
Title : Turning sweet 16th in less than 24 hrs' time!
Time : 1:13:00 PM
I AM OFFICIALLY 16 IN LESS THAN 24HRS TIME! (:
It's my very last day of 15! There's so many things that i'm rejoicing.
Well, at least the last few days of my 16th, i'm really supa happy.(:
Thank you once again, for those who wished me.
Anyway,
3 more school days i'm off sec 4!
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Title : Everyone is very busy with their own personal life..
Time : 8:20:00 PM
Shan't remind myself about what i felt disappointed about. I'm very sure they don't care anyway.
TODAY;
had my birthday celebration with my family at sembawang park.
Yup, had bbq for 2 days straight! |=
It was an awesome one i must say.
Thank you my 2 sisters(: &, i felt really upset because stef is not around.):
i miss her so much!
I felt so happy last night! But was a little disappointed though. |=
I think i ..... Hahaha! I felt so blessed and happy whenever you're here. (:
Thank you!
Anyway, i'm left with 4 school days and 2 days to my birthday!
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Title : Facebook not working):
Time : 11:26:00 PM
Why isn't facebook working?! Shitty hell! i need entertainment now, right now.
1. stef not around.
2. can't sleep right now.
3. facebook not working.
sharksharkshark!
Please, let me go into facebook? ):
Anyway,
i'm going to have a real long and exciting weekend(:
Friday: Skipping school and going to ECP with rebellah. Steamboat after that.
Saturday: Going to Changi Sailing Club as a photographer for the SDSC sailing event.
Sunday: Family BBQ at Smb Park, i think to celebrate my birthday.
Monday: Moon cake festival & lantern playing @ noelle's house.
